Sorry I have not been around.

Hi Everyone,
I hope you are well. I apologize for not posting since March. My life has been on a crazy twisted roller coaster ride of late. In March, I was diagnosed with a neurological disorder called Tardive Dyskinesia. Its the opposite of Parkinsons Disease. Its not related to my Kundalini Rising at all. I have been taking Geodon for eight years. Its a antipsychotic that was given to me when I was severely depressed years ago. I was eventually diagnosed with Hypothyroidism which actually caused the depressive symptoms. My Thyroid levels were way off but I was able to control it with thyroid medication. I get blood work done regularly to make sure my Thyroid levels stay normal. In the past when my thyroid levels were off and it caused depression, the antidepressants and Geodon didn’t work even when the doses were doubled. Yet my psychiatrist felt I needed to stay on the Geodon as a precaution. Well that prolonged time on the Geodon caused the Tardive Dyskinesia. Its supposedly rare to happen but yet more and more reports of patient getting it. I am honestly very angry and sad about it. There is no cure for it and the medications being used for it now have dangerous side effects. I was referred to a psychiatrist who specializes in Tardive Dyskinesia and is leading up medical trials for it. Fortunately, my case is not severe. I am thankful for that.

I was weened off the Geodon for two weeks at half my regular dose. I began to have sleeping issues. My new psychiatrist told me to go cold turkey. With it, I had even worse sleeping problems. For the first 14 days, I hardly got any good restorative sleep. It wore me down mentally and physically. It made me get a bad UTI which too took two courses of antibiotics to cure. I was waking up every 15-30 minutes sometimes. Many nights, I would wake up a hour after falling asleep and be wide awake, It would take hours to sleep again. This was very hard on me. I use to sleep 9 hours straight nightly and hardly ever budge. Its going on five months now and I am still having problems sleeping normally.

During the worst of this, ironically, I had no Kundalini symptoms as all. Which honestly surprised me because bodily and mental stress has made my Kundalini more active in the past. I also could not meditate either. I was too stressed out and exhausted. So I guess it decided I already had enough on my plate.

But in the last six weeks, the Kundalini has become more active. I am having more Third Eye Chakra symptoms. I will discuss this more soon!


11 thoughts on “Sorry I have not been around.

  1. How do you know the kundalini symptoms aren’t the result of the antipsychotics? Perhaps some of the kundalini stuff is the Tardive Dyskinesia. I only bring up the possibility because I’ve also been on antipsychotics for 8+ years and have kundalini symptoms.

  2. Hi Morgan,

    sorry about tardive dyskinesia. I hope it is not too bad.

    I live in your area. I would like to meet, if you have time. I am not going through kundallini awakening, but for over one year now I have had a tigthness in what I now know is my throat chakra. It changes, but it is still there. I was wondering if you could tell me some ways to clear it, to open the throat chakra.



    • Hello!
      You need to first rule out any possible medical reasons for the tightness in your throat. I would see a ENT. If it is not a medical problem, you might want to consult a energy healer like a Master Reiki Healer.

      In my own experience you cannot make a Chakra open. You cannot force it. Its best to let it open naturally.

  3. Hi Morgan,
    I’m just one of the random readers here that greatly enjoys your blog and hope you’re doing ok since we haven’t been hearing from you. Sending you prayers & peace…

  4. Yo tuve mi despertar hace 4 años y fue inesperado,estube en el infierno literalmente,mis principales sintomas son mentales,delirios,toc,depresion,ansiedad,bipolaridad etc,todo esto ocurrio de golpe,de un dia para el otro.
    Estoy actualmente medicado con Anafranil,Risperidona Y Clonazepam y mi estado a mejorado mucho.
    Saludos soy de Cordoba,Argentina.

  5. Hi Morgan,
    My kundalini awakening symptoms started 16 yes ago. While clearing the emotional body I would experience 8-10 panic attacks a day and I was also depressed. Then I stopped sleeping. The sleeplessness lasted 2 yrs. I would literally go for days without sleep and then only get an hour here and there. I’m a nurse and I tell you, no sleep nearly killed me. I found a Dr who specialised in natural hormone therapy. I was diagnosed with adrenal exhaustion. Because of the constant state of panic I had been in for 4 yrs, my adrenal glands decided they’d had enough. That was 10 yrs ago. The hormone therapy has been the only thing that has stopped me from leaving this planet. Ascension and kundalini take a physical toll on the adrenals as the body clears and shifts. I’m not saying it could help you, but it may be something you could try. Believe me, sleeplessness is part of this kundalini experience if the adrenals are under stress.

    • Hello Tracey,
      Thanks for writing. Its very ironic you brought up adrenal exhaustion. I had recently read a article about it last week for the first time. It made me wonder if I had gotten adrenal exhaustion after a traumatic event a couple years before Kundalini rose. I remember laying in the fetal position feeling totally broken and I felt something inside me change. Not long after the depression began. I went to numerous psychiatrists who tried all kinds of antidepressants. I finally ended up being evaluated at a Mental Hospital and they checked my thyroid levels and discovered I had hypothyroidism. I read that thyroid problems can be a symptom of adrenal exhaustion. I worked in the medical field and was on my feet all day long. I began to become more easily fatigued. I was having a hard time doing my duties and I had to quit my job. Ironically, a couple years later my Kundalini Rose to my sacral chakra and there is no way I could have worked outside of my house. During that time, I had the most intense Kundalini activity so far in my process. I had to add, weeks before the Kundalini began to rise, I had one very intense physical experience and a one week later a very emotional stressful event as well. I can look back now see that everything was coming together for the Kundalini to awaken. I will look into finding a doctor like yours. Can you ask him if he has any associates he would recommend in North Carolina?


      • I’ll ask him. I’m seeing him next Tuesday. He’s the only one in Australia, but he often talks about other drs around the world who are just like him. He’s great because I could also talk about my paranormal experiences as well. He thought it was great. Not a normal Dr. The medical board here are trying to close him down, but people from all over the world come to see him. I was just very lucky because I was ready to commit suicide before I met him. I still take the hormones as many of the kundalini symptoms seem to respond well. I was also low in thyroxine when my adrenals went down. I had all the symptoms of being ‘bipolar’ but It was adrenal exhaustion. Gp’s have never heard of it. Their answer to everything they have no answer for is a psyche diagnosis and drugs. I’ll be in touch, hopefully with a name for you. Stay well.xx

    • WOW….. apparently you guessing at what kundalini is! It’s rising, has nothing to do with harm to health….its the release of energy that flows in the spine warming glands, activating glands naturally……any reaction is ones suppression of this energy or lack of LETTING IT GO! Kundalini makes one whole….suppressing kundalini leaves you in your original condition a body operating at 10%.

      LET IT GO…..LET IT FLY…..Knowledge, love, bliss and ectasy follow. It clears one of everything , it applies the law of physics in a physical transformation where the third eye opens as the eyes flutter shut….a world of knowing and all that is in aura is perceived.

      If opportunity strikes “let it go”….. unless your fear rules you!

      Guessing or explaining your reaction to kundalini trying to free you is obvious. The second coming is the coming of divine mind or full kundalini for all. The hueman perception revolves between Divine mind and dual mind……that’s all.

  6. Hi Morgan, we don’t know each other but I’m on your FB list of friends. I’ve always appreciated your FB responses and was wondering recently where you had gone. By way of background, I am finishing my doctorate in neuropsychology and I am a Karuna Reiki Master, and practice Qi Gong, and Shuan Yang Tai Chi as well. I’ve been living in Bangkok, Thailand for the last 18 years traveling back and forth to the US when necessary. I read your report on your current physical condition with keen interest. I hope and pray you recover soon. I’m returning to the US next week for 2-3 months. Keep in touch! Peace. Anthony Rhodes

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