Nine years ago, I had a Spontaneous Kundalini Rising. It rose to my Sacral Chakra and for two months, I had the most intense Kundalini activity of my life (so far!). I had very strong stomach contractions that would lift my upper body off the bed. I had spontaneous Orgasms and moments of complete bliss. When my Kundalini was most intense, I began speaking and singing in a language that I did not know. I guess you can say I was speaking in tongues. I also would go into trance like states at random times. Mostly when I relaxed or went to bed. Most of this activity was strongest at bed time and still continues to do so.
When this all happened, I had no clue what was happening to me. I never felt a evil or oppressive presence. I knew this was of a obvious spiritual nature. I was a spiritual person before this happened and I meditated every once in a while. I did not have a structured spiritual practice.
I went to Google and typed in some of things I had been experiencing. The first few results spoke of Kundalini Awakening and Demonic Possession. As you can imagine, I became frightened after reading articles about Possession. I had never heard of Kundalini and the whole concept was totally new to me. Luckily I knew a little about Chakras so I had somewhere to start learning.
(The reason I started this blog was because I wanted to help anyone who just had a spontaneous Kundalini Rising or Awakening. Plus help educate the curious. Because I know how scary it can be to not know what is happening to yourself in this situation.)
When I had the Kundalini rise I never felt compelled to harm myself or others. I never felt like I was being harmed. I have never felt adversarial against Christianity or any faith. If anything, the whole experience made me more spiritual. I never felt anything evil.
I can look back and hind sight is 20/20. I can now see that my life was being prepared for my Kundalini Rising. I had quit a 9 to 5 job and began working from home a year before this happened. Otherwise I would have lost my job during the two Months my Kundalini was most active. It did allow me to read and study up on what Kundalini basically was.
Over the last nine years, My Kundalini has slowly gone up and stopped at each Chakra until Its at my Throat Chakra now. Demonic Possession does not do that. Demonic Possession hits you like a Sixteen Wheeler and takes complete control over you. I never lost time with my Kundalini Rising. Even though I felt shifts in consciousness I never lost my awareness.
The Devil is NOT trying to take my Soul. Kundalini or Shakti, is trying to cause a Spiritual evolution within myself and others. Kundalini is trying raise your Consciousness and help you become one with your Higher Power.
I have to say for me its been a positive spiritual transformation. I am very spiritual now and meditate at least a hour daily. After the intense two month activity about nine years ago, it mysteriously stopped for 4-5 years. Then on a spring day it Started up again and has been active ever since. My Kundalini symptoms has been very manageable. Thankfully! Not everyone can say that.
If you do feel Demonically Possessed, You will have a intense hate for Priests and laymen. Holy Water will burn. You will react violently to be taken into a Church or any holy place. Biblical scriptures will enrage you. Experiencing Kundalini can be challenging but I have only felt an overwhelming sense of love from the Kundalini energy.
Kundalini Awakening 
Hi all,
I too went through kundalini awakening about 2-1/2 years ago, brought on by traumatic life events. It followed an experience called “shaktipat” or “descent of Divine Grace”. I’ve read so much fear related material saying that it is demonic or a false Holy Spirit. Ignorance produces the fear. For me, it just happened. I wasn’t in a practice to awaken kundalini. In my case, it was a “kundalini blast” as described by an Indian master who I had correspondence.
I had “kriyas” or uncontrolled, spasmodic movements in my arms and legs for about 1-1/2 years. It finally went away on their own. But I still get surges of energy when there are realizations of the Divine or I am in meditation on the virtues. My background is Christian. I was Episcopalian and recently converted to Eastern Orthodoxy. I haven’t seen change of behavior with kundalini when at church. If it were demonic, there would be an adverse reaction to partaking in the Holy Communion, the sacrament of the body and blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. It is not the case with me. Instead, I have felt the Holy Spirit land on me. So what is it? It is simply life force energy (a form of prana, or chi, or perhaps grace, the energies of God’s universal consciousness). It is not the Holy Spirit as the Spirit is one essence with Father and the Son. It is analogous to the energy coming to us from our Sun, but it is not the Sun itself.
To ensure that it wasn’t demonic, I invoked the name of Jesus to remove all energies in me that were not of God. I sensed energy movement, but no signs of demonic possession. There was nothing. I’ve heard some people have experienced demons leaving, but perhaps that was due to something else they were involved in. Even if the identity of “kundalini” is called into question, it still remains that this energy is there, regardless whether there are Hindu references to it. Just like all other labels and identifications, these thing are non-dualistic in nature and hence can not be described by those who are ignorant.
“If you do feel Demonically Possessed, You will have a intense hate for Priests and laymen. Holy Water will burn. You will react violently to be taken into a Church or any holy place. Biblical scriptures will enrage you.” Really?? You think evil spirits would be that obvious? “””…such people are false apostles, deceitful workers, masquerading as apostles of Christ. And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising, then, if his servants also masquerade as servants of righteousness…” “The god of this age (Satan) has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.”
Yes but anyone who experiences Kundalini quickly realizes they experience none of what you described above. I know people will disagree but I strongly feel that the Kundalini described in Hinduism is the same as the Holy Spirit of the Christian/Catholic/Gnostic faiths. In their texts, their descriptions of it are the same but the different cultures across the world have different names for it. Also how it fits into their Theistic belief system.
Thank you for writing this. I also had a spontaneous kundalini awakening in February of 2015. I get so tired of religious people (Christians) telling me that I have been possessed! 🙄
Lanajay332 I am a Christian. But I also had a 3 month kudalini experience, I think. It was the most blissful experience of my life. But when it left I was left with serious depression and a lot of questions. Kundalini has caused a lot of harm and I think it foolish to not at least consider the source may be demonic. Christians are not judging you. Much of Jesus ministry was delivering people from darkness. There is a real battle in the unseen spirit realm. “For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.” You are loved.
kundalini ruined my life
SamGabor,
How did the Kundalini ruin your life?
Morgan
I respect ur feelings. I’m a long sufferer about kundalini energy. I need some guidelines.
Why do you think having multiple organisms or for that matter an orgasm during this experience; for lack of a better word; is something from GOD?
Sorry, I’m only just hearing about this term Kundalini so I’m doing some research and I found your blog.
My body was reacting to the immense energy I was experiencing. It never felt like it was negative or evil. Understand that I was not being physically stimulated in any kind of way. It was absolute bliss not in a sexual way.
Thank you for explaining but I’m still confused.
Understand that I was not being physically stimulated in any kind of way.
Yet you must have been to have had multiple orgasms; what am I missing ?
A little about myself. I’m a Christian but I’m also a nurse ; if that makes a difference; maybe not. I don’t see the devil behind every corner when it comes to understanding who we are or better yet what we are. One of my struggles with the bible is it is so limiting for lack of a better word. I mean limiting in the way of explaining who or what we are. It’s like we forgot all of these things and every time I see or hear about extraordinary things done by any one of us ; I am reminded of this.
Yet , the organisms are what’s throwing me. It seems more like you are being toyed with by a spirit that is not from GOD; it doesn’t have to be evil because that would give it away and it’s desires may be something else other than fear.
However, when I put my clinical hat on I can accept this has nothing to do with a spirit and may be something we all possess but don’t understand how to activate it. You obviously have done it.
Let me close by including this and I don’t want to scare you away or be judgmental especially if your the Gwen who is sick ; what I’m about to say is just an observation and I could be way off but it’s my nature ; one of the gifts GOD has bestowed on me without me understanding(how nice) fully how to use it; (being empathic).
You have struggled with this all this time always feeling alone ; is that from GOD?
You’ve rationalized this with metal being purified through fire and that’s fine But it’s the fruit that I see in your life that bothers me
Your cat dying and yes your illness ; these things bother me.
Again , I don’t know you or your life but these things are exactly what I expect ; if GOD was telling me I’m going in the wrong direction.
Again, I believe in a GOD that loves us even when we’re doing something he doesn’t approve of.
I chose to tell you these things because you’ve been looking for answers and I see no one has said these things to you yet at least from what little I’ve read.
So that’s why I did. What you do with this is up to you.
The wonderful Gift our Creator has given us can bring both joy and anguish and that is we have been given (Choices) and either way we still belong to him. That is what I believe.
What an amazing journey life is so going back to where we belong has to be unimaginably amazing as well.
Blessings and love to you my friend .
For some reason every time I post this site is making me sign in again. That would be the reason why you have 2 posts from me and if you do I understand if I appear to be 2 people as my comments on each post are different. The 2nd post is me after reexamining what I said and it was with the hopes you didn’t get the first one. : )
I had more time today and actually read a lot more of your blog coming away with the understanding that I, in fact, had got the wrong impression. It happens ; right?
Well this time it worked but I need to edit ; is that possible ?
Hi Dan,
Would you like for me to delete your previous posts and wait for your edited version before replying?
Hi , no . For some reason, my posts were not appearing and now I see one of them so where did the other one go ; there should be 3?
But please I’m interested in what you think but hurry though because with my luck the post from 2 days ago will appear (laugh).
By the way ; I’m a cat person too and I lost my little girl who was 22yrs when she died. It’s been 8 years and I still cannot even think about it .
I have approved all of your messages?
So you’re missing one still but no matter ; I asked this 4 days ago. Does my post appear straight up and down sorta in a string of words ; to you; it does on my end. Something’s clearly wrong with the algorithm in the platform you are using.
So , I would like to go back to our conversation if you will :
This is where we left off,
Thank you for explaining but I’m still confused.
Understand that I was not being physically stimulated in any kind of way.
Yet you must have been to have had multiple orgasms; what am I missing ?
A little about myself. I’m a Christian but I’m also a nurse ; if that makes a difference; maybe not. I don’t see the devil behind every corner when it comes to understanding who we are or better yet what we are. One of my struggles with the bible is it is so limiting for lack of a better word. I mean limiting in the way of explaining who or what we are. It’s like we forgot all of these things and every time I see or hear about extraordinary things done by any one of us ; I am reminded of this.
Yet , the organisms are what’s throwing me. It seems more like you are being toyed with by a spirit that is not from GOD; it doesn’t have to be evil because that would give it away and it’s desires may be something else other than fear.
However, when I put my clinical hat on I can accept this has nothing to do with a spirit and may be something we all possess but don’t understand how to activate it. You obviously have done it.
Hey Dan, I needed to remove the post that was screwing up the page. I will be adding an actual blog post about what you wrote. Because my response will be long and our discussion could be of benefit to my other readers.
If you mean our continued discussion I look forward to it.
You may already be on it but the page on my end is still screwed up. It does correct itself when I comment, though.
It’s nice to know I wasn’t losing my mind.
By the way, what is your name?
i was possesed by this i think i have pics and video. it did say it was a demon a kid that lives with me was able to tlk with it my head wld flip around belch then he tlk if was i wld studder. i had many orgasms. this went on for two days. im going thru awakening and finding out im clairvoyant and all spirits allow me to video and take pics i have close 2000 pics and some look luke a demon
and thanks for this wonderful story
if you seek the truth, ask your heart, the place where true love lives and you’ll know.
Jann
Morgan thanks for posting this i have the same situation like you as well since 2011 but i am verry happy…
cheers
Hello Morgan,
I hope your journey is full of happiness, growth and eventual Nonduality.