Having a Kundalini Awakening has been a rather lonely journey for me. I am lucky to have a friend across the country that I consider my Spiritual Mentor. He has heard about all my unusual Kundalini Symptoms and he has calmed me. He has guided me very well so far. His name is James.
But recently I met a amazing man. We have connected on so many levels and he has become my lover. Ironically he has practiced Yoga for years and knew about Kundalini. He read my profile on another site and contacted me because he was interested in Kundalini.
I had never had anyone around me when my Kundalini was really active. I did not know how he would react to my symptoms. Thankfully he lays down with me and just holds me when I need to rest and let the energy work through me. My Kundalini causes me to have a very tight neck, shoulders, and upper back. Its like energy is just pooling there and jamming at my blockage. He is able to massage my neck much better than I can. Afterwards there is a rush of energy that goes to the top of my head. Sometimes I will get lots of heat and then it all relaxes. Grounding helps some but not as much as I would like.
Having his support and understanding has been priceless. I don’t feel so isolated anymore.
He also guided me to meetup.com. I have created a Support Group for Kundalini Awakened people. I will be posting more about it.
Kundalini Awakening 
Kundalini is the primal glow of pure Awareness. It’s emptiness aspect is clear Light Awareness. It’s form aspect is movement, Awareness in movement, like water and waves. Kundalini is your true nature. Shiva and Shakti are one non-dual Beingness. The entire universe is kundalini in different rates of vibration. It’s Awareness is inseparable from it’s movement. It reveals it’s Awareness quality in the crown chakra, the seat of consciousness. The origin is the center of the heart, pure Being beyond even Awareness… It’s ultimate and formless attribute.
What has become synonymous with when what is portrayed as simple or simpleminded, is able to dupe and thwart an opposition that perceives itself to be superior and know the answers. The Dual is synonymous with the Tower of Babel Syndrome which shackles mankind – and is how God fools all the religious leaders of this world who doctrinally think they know God — all the would be teachers and philosophers of this world who think they know Truth — all the Atheists and those who criticize and denounce the existence of God — and all the people in this world who think they understand the purpose of life and the world in which we presently dwell. The present perception of dual mind.
Regardless of the uncountable number of times that Holy Men, Mystics and Prophets attempt to convey to man that his own higher reality is beyond his ability to even imagine, carnal man refuses to believe this Universal Wisdom of those who have themselves entered the Kingdom of God, and witnessed what “eyes cannot see”, and “ears cannot hear”, and what is impossible for the natural mind of man to perceive, comprehend and understand. The Apostle Paul warned that believers of the simple-faith would look upon the Mysteries of God as utter “foolishness”. And explained that only those who have evolved to a state of spiritual maturity and completion are capable of perceiving and comprehending man’s own higher True Soul Reality all that is”. But even these words which were very clearly spoken, the Laws of God harden the hearts of believers so they neither acknowledge their implications, or comprehend with an understanding mind. God does not want the Atheist to believe – the teachers of religion to know the Truth – or the scholars and philosophers of this world to comprehend the true realities of life. Why? Even if mankind could conceive of the Truth and their own Higher Reality – which they can’t – if they were able to understand the Truth, then this knowledge would negate the most important reasons for life itself.
Except through the natural force of kundalini and its implications. As human consious forms in the natural setting we refer to as the physical the spirit manifest the reflection of perception, never removed from spirit but, investing time in reflection like a pool of water reflecting…..the spirit never comes down it reflects…..we are far more spirit than physical. the body capable of various perceptions and functions directed by spirit the timeless zone undescribible in form of language or emotions moves us to be emotionally connecting us as beings in a perception……its timeless and accessed at different segments that include time and almost real action. The human seems to divide it attention in generous animal form and a more conservative believer movie. The body natural is capable of morphing and changing shapes thru the kundalini experience seems to morph and melt to the perception on a nuclear molecular active action natural sequence of divine mind from the dual mind perception of every thing inspected by right/wrong mentality….this is dual mind…….divine mind……well its divine….love….knowledge..connected to “the all that is”!