In 2004, I was Thirty Two years old.
One thing that has stuck in my mind was what happened a couple weeks before my kundalini awakened. My parents got into a really bad argument while I was visiting them. My Father is very verbally abusive and when I heard him yelling and cussing, all of sudden felt like that six year old little girl who would hide in bedroom when he did it. This time I had no where to hide. I left and as I drove, I sobbed. The closer I got to home the more upset I got. I finally screamed as Loud as I could in the car. It was very primal
shrill of a scream that full of anger, pain and sadness. It was all my childhood trauma was being let out. When I stopped screaming, the sound of it still echoed throughout my car for what seemed a eternity. Then these words just popped into my mind, “You have been heard!”. In a instant, all the anger and sorrow melted away. By the time I had hit my drive way, all the tears were gone. I just knew that some invisible power had heard me. I just did not realize how my life was going to radically change.
Also a couple weeks before my life changed forever, I also had a sexual encounter with a man who I feel was possibly Kundalini Aroused. We were playing around and he was applying pressure points on me and he had a sword. He placed it between my big and second toe and it felt like a huge amount of electricity went through me. Weeks after my Kundalini arose, I told him about what happened to me, he said other women he had been with had said the same thing. He just brushed it off like it was no big deal. Well guess what, my life was turned upside down!
It started with me feeling a hot heat on the back side of the Sacral Chakra. I felt highly aroused but felt a need to rub my Chakra. It seemed as my fingers moved across the Chakra that this energy could be felt and manipulated. Just by moving my fingers above my Sacral Chakra, I was able to have a orgasm without touching my genitals, It was amazing! I cannot lie, I did this multiple times. I think this was like scratching a match and awakening my Kundalini.
For about exactly two months, I had very active Kundalini Activity. I was going in and out of trance like states. I felt heat all across my body. I had strong abdominal contractions which surprisingly never caused injury. It would just feel like I had done some heavy abdominal exercises. I would have moments of complete bliss and happiness. My body would go into spontaneous yoga positions when I went to bed. I got the most activity when I tried to sleep. Sometimes my body moved snake like.
I think the scariest part was not knowing what was happening to me. Was I going insane? Was I ill? I put my symptoms into a Google search and came back with the results of Demonic Possession and Kundalini Awakening. It seems kinda funny now but I was scared then. Since I never felt a evil presence, I began to study Kundalini. I actually felt immense and powerful love from it. The more I studied, the more I realized that this was what was really going on.
At the end of these two months, I felt purged and purified. I felted like my body was being prepared for something special. Then came this inner knowing. This wonderful, warm Bliss. I walked outside in awe of the beauty around me. I just knew, everything was as it was suppose to be. I felt a beautiful oneness and knowledge of the world. I felt great!
Then I got a stressful phone call and it was like falling back into my normal reality again. It was terribly frustrating. No matter how I tried, I could not return to that state again. All my symptoms came less and less. Until I had years of normalcy. Normalcy with a difference. I am much more spiritual now than I was before my Kundalini rising.
For eight long years I hardly had any symptoms and I actually missed them. Once I realize that these symptoms were for my benefit, they were not scary anymore.
The next thing I am about to bring up really did happen. I am not making it up. This happened in the Spring of 2011 I enjoy ghost hunting and there is a haunted cemetery that I like to investigate. I was standing in a darker part of the cemetery looking around and I felt a breeze against me. It felt like someone was patting my stomach. I backed up and moved away. I just dismissed it as the wind but then I began to feel very warm. It was a cool spring night and I began to sweat. I started to feel weak. I went to my car and went home. As I drove I was pouring sweat and the front and the back of my Solar plexus was hot. It took me a little time realize that this was Kundalini related. I tried to think of every other rational thing it could be. I started to meditate and focus my energy there.
In November 2011 my Kundalini rose to my Solar Plexus. Some strange things happened the day it happened. I was at my pharmacy and a old couple came in and were confused about her insurance. They were walking out and she told him she needed to talk to me. I had no clue who this woman was. She asked me if I had any valium for sale? I said, sorry I don’t. She smiled and gave me this funny look and walked away. Her husband comes down the aisle and gives me this strange look and smiles and walks away. You probably have no idea what I look like but I don’t look like a drug dealer or a punk! I am a Forty year old woman! lol
That night I went to bed. I had the most vivid and terrifying dream of my life. I will not go into complete detail but at the end of the dream I am attacked by 7-8 Demon Possessed people and demon dogs. They have surrounded me and are kicking and punching me. I can feel the pain from the blows! A net is thrown over me and I am tied down. I wake up terrified. I felt strange, kinda off too. You know something has changed but you don’t always know what exactly at first. I think those demons actually were archetypes of my own inner fears, past heartbreaks, and traumas getting one last blow in before I set them free. In November 2012 my Kundalini rose to my Heart Chakra. I was wide awake when it happened. It literally felt like a snake about two fingers wide slowly went up to my Heart Chakra all the way up to my collar bone and it stopped there. It felt like two fingers were pressing down hard. It would come and go but I felt it each day for weeks.
In January 3013, My Kundalini rose to my Throat Chakra and it shot right up to a blockage near my Third Eye Chakra. For the first time in this journey, I was feeling pain. A Terrible headache. There was a spot right where the spine and skull meet and that hurt! There was also pain on the back of my skull behind my third eye.
I will add more details as I get more time. I would like to hear more about your Kundalini Awakening experiences! Just comment below!
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Hello! Thanks for sharing your personal story…really interesting! i am explorign more about kundalini, to understand my own happenning..but i am curious about that story with an old couple. I am not sure what do you consider as “strange”…their weird/funny smile/behaviour or a question about the medicine…? just curious, thanks 🙂 greets*
Hi. For some reason they thought I was a illegal drug dealer. LOL If you saw or knew me, you would know that I look nothing like a drug dealer or some thug! When I told the old lady that I didn’t have any valium, she said. “OK” and kinda gave this “wink” like I was meaning something else and she was letting me know she understood. I was honestly very confused by what was happening but tried to keep a sense of humor about it all. I kinda laugh it all off then moments after her husband comes back down the isle and stop and just stares at me with this devious menacing smile. He then just turned around and left. At that point I was weirded out. After they left, I remember looking down at what I wearing to see if I gave off a certain “vibe”. If you know anything about me, some rather strange things have happened in my life. So I just added this weird experience to the list. Its just a odd coincidence that my Kundalini Rose that night.
Hia I had kundalini rise about 22 years ago I was in bed but could not sleep
to be honest I felt some thing happening . but didn’t know what.
I had this strange feeling of energy flowing up though body .as it rose it got stronger get and stronger .I was very sexually aroused by it
I know this may sound odd .but I felt the presence of two people stood to the side of my bed .and although I could not hear them physical, I knew that they wanted to show me some thing I knew they wanted to take me some were .but I was afraid .by this time I was hovering above my body I told them to go away and put me down .I began saying the Lords prayer I once again became aware of my own physical self
recently i have had these feelings again with my kundalini
it starts with my base chakra and sets my kundalini off this feels like an arousal and the warmth then is around my stomach area
I also am feeling a warmth up my back
I am a very spiritual person
I have been for a long time
I hope I am able to open it more .As I do focus on it daily
god bless .hope u understand this
.recently I have been having these same feelings .
Hi @ i felt nearly same things thru which u r going now, right now my energy is moving in skull and sometimes it descend ands than again in a day or 2 days again ascends and right now while replying energy is swirling up and down from skull to chest , something is pushing my throat from inside while energy moves upward@ i dont know how to explain first time me telling this to anyone even on net also hope someone understand and guide me in further journey of this gr8 energy
Hello Ananad masto,
You does sound like you could be experiencing a Kundalini Rising. Since my post about my own Kundalini Awakening, My Kundalini has moved up to a second blockage located right below my Third Eye Chakra. The blockages are put there to keep you from being overwhelmed by the energy of the higher chakra. Understand that Kundalini is one of the most powerful forces in the universe. Its Divine and Intelligent. Some call her Shakti or Kali. You cannot fight it. If you fight it, it can cause adverse symptoms and Illnesses. I have learned to love and trust my Kundalini. Surrender to it.
Every night before bed time, I lay down for a hour and allow the Kundalini to take over. Usually nothing happens or I get more Kundalini activity. This is a good time to Meditate. Meditation raises consciousness too. I find by doing this, I get less symptoms through out the day. I highly recommend you try this.
Also you will notice when you read about Kundalini or even think about it, it will become more active.