Kundalini and Medical Issues.

From my own experience, I have realized that Kundalini activity can mimic medical problems as it rises through the Chakras. When the Kundalini rose to my heart Chakra, I had chest tightness, pain and pressure. Even though I felt certain it was my Kundalini, I got a EKG. It came back normal. I am glad I did it. It gave me ease of mind. It would have been tragic if I had assumed that my symptoms were Kundalini related and missed a serious diagnosis. So I advise if you have symptoms that are bothering you, get them checked out.

Another thing I noticed as the Kundalini rose through my Chakras is that the previous Chakras would have much less symptoms. I still feel energy surging through all my Chakras. I still sometimes feel pressure but that is all. My most active Chakras are where the Kundalini has stopped and the two Chakras above it.

I would like to hear about your Kundalini Symptoms. How are you doing?

Kundalini causing Food Cravings

In the last three years I have had interesting food cravings. I went through a time where I had a need for red meat. I was wanting red meat cooked very raw. It happened every day for quite some time.

With time Kundalini rose to my Solar Plexus Chakra in November 2011.

It slowly evolved into me wanting high fat and high sugar foods. I thought this was me wanting junk food but this felt different. It was a actual need. There was a direct link between between fat and sugar intake and Kundalini high activity.

Which seems to go against this article: http://biologyofkundalini.com/article.php?story=BloodSugarandGlycation

Then My Kundalini Rose to my Heart Chakra in November 2012.

Then I got a huge craving for Egg Nog. The Content of Egg Nog is milk, cream, eggs, sugar, spices and some soy. Yes protein, sugar and fat again!

Then my Kundalini Rose to my Throat Chakra in January 2013.

I have honestly gained 30 pounds through this.

Currently all these cravings have left me. Now I am craving healthy organic food. I am drinking more water. I am getting groceries mainly at Whole Foods. I am only eating red meat once weekly. I have lost 5 pounds so far. I honestly feel very good. I will start walking again soon. I cannot wait for Spring to arrive so I can do nature hikes.

At least in my Kundalini journey, I have given into my cravings. A spiritual friend of mine, said that I should always listen to my gut instinct. If you sense that your Kundalini is telling you to do something and its not harmful, do it. Its all part of growing and realizing evolution.

I know this goes totally against Yogic views on diet. What has worked for me might not work for others. I have learned that there are many ways for Kundalini to awaken. Find your own path.

For me, this was part of my spiritual surrender to the Kundalini.

In Transition..

I am sorry I have not been posting as frequently as I usually do. My Kundalini has been very active this past week. My Kundalini is currently trying to unblock a blockage right below my third eye chakra. I am going to discuss my current symptoms so others can understand what happens sometimes. I have felt muscle tenseness around my spine. Starting at right above my heart chakra all the way up to where my spine and skull meet. I have pressure on the lower back of my skull. I have also had weird sensations around my crown chakra. I have had vivid dreams every night. Some of these dreams have been disturbing.

In my Kundalini Awakening experience, I have noticed that when my Kundalini rises to a new Chakra, it is not unusual for me to feel extra energy and activity in the chakras above it.

You may or may not experience what I have. Everyone’s Kundalini Awakening is a very individual experience.

If you do experience what what I am experiencing, know you are not alone.

12-21-12 passed calmly but what now? My Story.

In this video you learned about several belief systems that had their astrological changes on 12-21-12. Did you notices any changes? How about spiritually? Ive waited to bring this up because I wanted to see what would happen in the later months.

At the end of November 2012, I was on the phone and in a deep conversation when my Kundalini rose to my Heart Chakra. It literally felt like a snake was moving under my skin and slowly rose to my collar bone. It was a deep pressure. I went into a deep meditative state while still talking on the phone. I know this may sound odd but not really. I have found that my Kundalini likes to work on me when my mind is occupied with something else.

On 12-21-12 was a ordinary day for me. I secretly held my breath and hoped that there was not a earth shaking doom heading our way. So it was a day of mental, emotional, and spiritual relief.

In mid January, my Kundalini Rose to my Throat Chakra. I had a Larposcopic Hysterectomy on January 3rd. My Kundalini was even very active the night I laid in my hospital room. Being drugged seemed to make my Kundalini more active. It happened while I was asleep. I dreamed I could excorcize demons out of people by my healing touch. I began healing people but more and more people became demonically possessed. They began chasing me. I was overtaken and killed. In that moment I was outside my body and I was ten feet away. In that moment I knew for sure that there is actual life after death. I was no longer afraid. I awoke and remembered this dream vividly.

Every time after my Kundalini raises a Chakra, I go through a few days of feeling off center or strange. In my case, it takes a few days to realize that my Kundalini has really rose. If asked where my Kundalini is, I cannot fixate on it.

Then after a few days, it feels like my consciousness can be found at this higher Chakra. When my Kundalini Rose to my Throat Chakra, it immediately rushed up to a blockage right below my 3rd Eye Chakra. This is a new territory for me. With each Chakra comes a new Challenge.

For the first time, I experienced “growing pains”. Whenever I meditated, I would have a headache the next day. The pain was on the back of my skull right across from my third eye. I also had pain around my Crown Chakra. I also had pin point pain right at the base of my skull where the spine meets. Felt like lazer beams where piercing my brain. I stopped doing meditation and the headaches stopped. Which is frustrating because I love meditating! I feel closer to the source.

So do I feel that the energy changes of 12-21-12 caused my Kundalini to become more active? Honestly, yes. It took eight years for my Kundalini to rise from my Sacral Chakra to my Solar Plexus Chakra. It took one year for my Kundalini rise to my Heart Chakra. About two months for my Kundalini to rise to my Throat Chakra. See the big time contrast?

So did 12-21-12 affect you any kind of way? Did it help make your Kundalini more active?

Kundalini Awakening Process

I really enjoyed this video. The visuals are beautiful. A Visual meditation of the Chakra System and the Kundalini Awakening. It also speaks of the Kundalini Returning to the Root Chakra once Kundalini has rose above the Crown Chakra. Check it out!

Gnosis Point of View of Kundalini

I think to make this open minded blog, I am going to be posting different thoughts on Kundalini. Below is a very interesting video series about Kundalini and Chakras. Its discussed mainly from a Yogic and Buddhism view. The speaker also brings up other cultures who describe Kundalini.

Part 1 14.26 minutes

Part 2 14.44 minutes

Part 3 14.52 minutes

Part 4 13.49 minutes

Part 5 12.00 minutes

Love yourself! Happy Valentines Day!

An Om meditation using lunar tuning for accessing the healing energies of the Divine Feminine. The heart and brain are joined in the interval of the fifth, uniting their rhythms in the primordial tone of origins. Breath deep of color through the eyes and of sound through the skin, that even our very cell may remember that all abides in the healing temple of the Earth.

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond imagination. It is our light more than our darkness which scares us. We ask ourselves – who are we to be brilliant, beautiful, talented, and fabulous. But honestly, who are you to not be so?

For those around us to feel peace, it is not example to make ourselves small. While we allow our light to shine, we unconsciously give permission for others to do the same. When we liberate ourselves from our own fears, simply our presence may liberate others.”

Quote from Maria Willamson.

Embracing Our Struggles and Becoming Stronger

“When I Stand before thee at the days end, thou shalt see my scars and know that I had my wounds and also my healing”

Rabindranath Tagore

Through my spiritual journey, I have experienced much pain and growth. I seemed to allow the wrong people in my life and kept the good people out of it.

I think spiritual people naturally want to help and heal others. We see deeply damaged people and we want to help them and guide them out of the darkness. Sadly in my case, these damaged souls ended up using and manipulating me.

I think we expect people to be kind and be respectable because we are that way. The sad truth is that is not always the truth.

This post is not a pity party. Actually its a post about strength, triumph and awakening.

See every time we fall, we must get up again. We must learn from our mistakes and become wiser. The scars heal and we become stronger.

Anyone who has read my own personal Kundalini Awakening knows that I went through a rough time before it happened. (My Own Personal Kundalini Experiences: http://wp.me/p36CC7-n)

That intense emotional pain helped my Kundalini Awaken. See at our lowest hours, this can be a moment of breakthrough. A moment when our ego is so small that the Divine Cosmic Consciousness is able to break through and change your life. This can be your God or Goddess too. In my case, I knew my higher power had heard my cries.

Does this mean that my Kundalini Awakening has been easy? Yes and no. The journey of my Kundalini raising from my Root Chakra to my Sacral Chakra was very intense. There was two months where I could hardly work. Also not understanding Kundalini made it worse.

When the Kundalini has rose to each Chakra so far, its stopped and worked on a blockage. With each new blockage came a new Challenge. Ive had to shed old ways of thinking and feeling. The hardest challenge was trying to forgive these people who have hurt me. Learning to love and trust again but I knew I had to for my Kundalini to rise to my Throat Chakra.

In the middle of January 2013, my Kundalini Rose to my Throat Chakra. It immediately went up to a blockage right below my 3rd Eye Chakra. So far this has been my biggest challenge. I get bad headaches at and around my 3rd Eye Chakra and at my Crown Chakra. This happens when I try to meditate. Its very frustrating. With each goal met, a new challenge has to be faced.

I know some people are having a hard time with their Kundalini Symptoms. I guess my message is this, our lowest moments can become our biggest triumphs. Our struggles can make us wiser and stronger. Wear your scars proudly (both physical and emotional) because they are part of your journey. Take this wisdom you have gained and use it through your Awakening.

My Own Personal Kundalini Awakening Journey

Nine years ago, I was Thirty Two years old.

One thing that has stuck in my mind was what happened a couple weeks before my kundalini awakened. My parents got into a really bad argument while I was visiting them. My Father is very verbally abusive and when I heard him yelling and cussing, all of sudden felt like that six year old little girl who would hide in bedroom when he did it. This time I had no where to hide. I left and as I drove, I sobbed. The closer I got to home the more upset I got. I finally screamed as Loud as I could in the car. It was very primal
shrill of a scream that full of anger, pain and sadness. It was all my childhood trauma was being let out. When I stopped
screaming, the sound of it still echoed throughout my car for what seemed a eternity. Then these words just popped into my mind, “You have been heard!”. In a instant, all the anger and sorrow melted away. By the time I had hit my drive way, all the tears were gone. I just knew that some invisible power had heard me. I just did not realize how my life was going to radically change.

Also a couple weeks before my life changed forever, I also had a sexual encounter with a man who I feel was possibly Kundalini Aroused. We were playing around and he was applying pressure points on me and he had a sword. He placed it between my big and second toe and it felt like a huge amount of electricity went through me. Weeks after my Kundalini arose, I told him about what happened to me, he said other women he had been with had said the same thing. He just brushed it off like it was no big deal. Well guess what, my life was turned upside down!

It started with me feeling a hot heat on the back side of the Sacral Chakra. I felt highly aroused but felt a need to rub my Chakra. It seemed as my fingers moved across the Chakra that this energy could be felt and manipulated. Just by moving my fingers above my Sacral Chakra, I was able to have a orgasm without touching my genitals, It was amazing! I cannot lie, I did this multiple times. I think this was like scratching a match and awakening my Kundalini.

For about exactly two months, I had very active Kundalini Activity. I was going in and out of trance like states. I felt heat all across my body. I had strong abdominal contractions which surprisingly never caused injury. It would just feel like I had done some heavy abdominal exercises. I would have moments of complete bliss and happiness. My body would go into spontaneous yoga positions when I went to bed. I got the most activity when I tried to sleep. Sometimes my body moved snake like.

I think the scariest part was not knowing what was happening to me. Was I going insane? Was I ill? I put my symptoms into a Google search and came back with the results of Demonic Possession and Kundalini Awakening. It seems kinda funny now but I was scared then. Since I never felt a evil presence, I began to Study Kundalini. The more I studied, the more I realized that this was what was going on.

At the end of these two months, I felt purged. I felted like my body was being prepared for something special. Then came this inner knowing. This wonderful, warm Bliss. I walked outside in awe of the beauty around me. I just knew, everything was as it was suppose to be. I felt a beautiful oneness and knowledge of the world. I felt great!

Then I got a stressful phone call and it was like falling back into my normal reality again. It was terribly frustrating. No matter how I tried, I could not return to that state again. All my symptoms came less and less. Until I had years of normalcy. Normalcy with a difference. I am much more spiritual now than I was before my Kundalini Awakening.

For eight long years I hardly had any symptoms and I actually missed them. Once I realize that these symptoms were for my benefit, they were not scary anymore.

The next thing I am about to bring up really did happen. I am not making it up. This happened in the Spring of 2011 I enjoy ghost hunting and there is a haunted cemetery that I like to investigate. I was standing in a darker part of the cemetery looking around and I felt a breeze against me. It felt like someone was patting my stomach. I backed up and moved away. I just dismissed it as the wind but then I began to feel very warm. It was a cool spring night and I began to sweat. I started to feel weak. I went to my car and went home. As I drove I was pouring sweat and the front and the back of my Solar plexus was hot. It took me a little time realize that this was Kundalini related. I tried to think of every other rational thing it could be. I started to meditate and focus my energy there.

In November 2011 my Kundalini rose to my Solar Plexus. Some strange things happened the day it happened. I was at my pharmacy and a old couple came in and were confused about her insurance. They were walking out and she told him she needed to talk to me. I had no clue who this woman was. She asked me if I had any valium for sale? I said, sorry I don’t. She smiled and gave me this funny look and walked away. Her husband comes down the aisle and gives me this strange look and smiles and walks away. You probably have no idea what I look like but I don’t look like a drug dealer or a punk! I am a Forty year old woman! lol

That night I went to bed. I had the most vivid and terrifying dream of my life. I will not go into complete detail but at the end of the dream I am attacked by 7-8 Demon Possessed people and demon dogs. They have surrounded me and are kicking and punching me. I can feel the pain from the blows! A net is thrown over me and I am tied down. I wake up terrified. I felt strange, kinda off too. It took a couple days to realize my Kundalini had rose. You know something has changed but you don’t know what.

In November 2012 my Kundalini rose to my Heart Chakra. I was wide awake when it happened. IT literally felt like a snake about two fingers wide slowly went up my heart Chakra all the way up to my collar bone and it stopped there. It felt like two fingers were pressing down hard. It would come and go but I felt it each day.

Then about two weeks ago in January 3013, My Kundalini Rose to my Throat Charkra and it shot right up to a blockage near my Third Eye Chakra. For the first time in this journey, I was feeling pain. A Terrible headache. There was a spot right where the spine and skull meet that hurt! There was also pain on the back of my skull behind my third eye.

I will add more details as I get more time. I would like to hear about your Kundalini Awakening experiences! Just comment below!

The Chakra System, What are they?

Chakras are spinning energy vortexes that affect all aspects of your life.

Because these chakra centers are spiritual entities, trying to explain the nature of each one using words alone is impossible. They must be experienced because they are in the realm of being and consciousness. Additionally, each chakra is associated with a certain vibration and color of the visible spectrum.

From the bottom up they are:

Root Chakra: At the base of the spine (tail bone) is the Root Chakra, the lowest chakra in the physical body. Experiencing and enjoying your body as well as being grounded along with relationship issues are all related to this chakra. It will solve issues related to kidneys, legs, feet, rectum and spinal cord.

Red is associated with this chakra and it has to do with physical vitality and survival.

Sacral Chakra: is located in the pubic area. It is associated with the womb in woman and the prostate in men. Clearing and balancing this chakra will solve issues related to intimacy, self image, relationships and reproduction and sexual energy. The organs that are related to this chakra are the sexual organs, liver, stomach, kidney, gall bladder, upper intestine, spinal cord and pancreas.

Orange is the color associated with the Solar-plexus Chakra.

Solar-plexus Chakra: Recognized by most to be your center of Personal Power and guidance. Often times people will “feel” their decisions in their solar plexus. This chakra addresses issues with perceptions, projections and Creation of Self, personal power, anxiety and receiving guidance. It is related to the rib cage along with the ribs, small intestines and umbilicus, higher abdomen, liver and spleen.

Yellow is the associated color.

Heart Chakra: Just to the right of your physical heart, located in the center of your chest is your Heart Chakra. As one would expect, this Chakra is related to and solves issues dealing with loving, compassion, forgiving, giving and receiving…unconditionally. The heart, blood, lungs, circulatory system, breast, diaphragm, shoulders, arms and hand are all associated with this Chakra.

Green is the Heart Chakra color.

Throat Chakra: Located in the area where the chest and the throat meet you will find your Throat Chakra. This Chakra will solve issues related to self worth, integrity, standing your ground and any insecurities that may be present. Associated with this Chakra is the throat, thyroid, teeth as well as gums, mouth, parathyroid and vertebrae.

Blue is the associated color and it represents Universal Love, compassion and empathy.

Brow Chakra/3rd Eye Chakra: Located between and just above the eyebrows in the center of the forehead you will find this chakra. The 3rd Eye Chakra will solve issues related to your voice box, brain, any neurological problems, eyes, ears, nose and pituitary gland. Your intuitive nature, dreams, visualizations, psychic sight and spiritual gifts are all related to this chakra.

Indigo is the color of this chakra.

Crown Chakra: Located at the crown of the skull at the very top of the head you’ll find this last but most important of the Chakras. this chakra keeps the body balanced inside and out and keeps it in a state of harmony. Inner peace, joy, love and happiness are all related to this powerful Chakra.

Violet is associated with the Crown Chakra and totality of Being as well as Spiritual Perfection are qualities that bloom with the opening of this chakra.

If anyone has anything to add, please let me know.